Faith, trust and pixie dust.

Ohh wow, it's been more than 2 year since I've last updated this blog. That's a super long time! Anyway, my life since the last post has been like a roller coaster. Dramas, conflicts, issues, quarrels, well you get my point. At least most of those problems were solved. :D Miscommunication can really screw up a person's life. I've sadly learnt that the hard way. Sigh.

It's hard to keep smiling all the time when what you really want is just to cry. I have friends that cared and i recently got a new one. I honestly never knew that he cared but he seems to notice some little details that no one else does. Its funny how things can change all of a sudden sometime. Best friends become enemies, acquaintances become close friends and friends becoming a coupe. But i guess that's part of life and part of growing up right? Nothings permanent and it'll constantly change whether you want them or not, but just because life works that way, it doesn't mean that you should just kick back and let whatever happen just happen. Work for what you want, work to keep that long friendship going, work towards your goals. Okay, its starting to sound like some motivational talk right now. Well i can be super hyper and cheerful one moment but also moody and irritated the next. But for one thing though, that habit has improved, so my mood swings ain't that bad now. (:

Something else that's bugging me now are my SPM! PANICC!!! AHHH! 1 more month to go, so after this post I'll probably stop blogging for some time again.

I recently got back with my ex after more than 2 years. Its hard to explain how it all happened again but i have no regrets. (: Some people might not trust him because of his past and all but i believe in second chances and he said that he's a changed man, so yeah. My best friend gave me a second chance when I screwed up so why not give him a chance to prove himself?

He's a great chef even though he's young and i have friends that asked me do i like him because of the fame. Obviously its a no. I wouldn't care if he's just a normal guy without his whole future planned out. And yes, he sorta already has everything planned. I guess you can say that he's the type that's prepared for what life has to throw at him, but sometimes he can suddenly change and just be this cute and hyperactive little 7 year old kid. That's the cute side of him, and its nice being with him. (:

Honestly, i still cant help but ask myself the same question over and over again. Questions like why me? Why not her? And some others but, I shouldn't compare with other people right? If he says he likes me for just being me, i should just believe him and be happy. I've actually asked him why he likes me countless times and even i find myself annoying. Haha, sorry Justin. But no worries, that was the past and I've stopped asking him that and I'm just enjoying the time spent with him. And i guess I'm actually going to school a little more than i expected. I would just probably go to school like once a week or even better, not go at all. But since he's going and i kinda wanna see him I've actually gone more often. TeeHee. (:

I would really like to write more but apprently, nothing seems to be coming into my mind. :/ Ohh well, until next time then. Byeeeeeeee!